My own personal work release

Which basically means I’m working to release some of the thoughts in my mind. Not an easy feat no matter how much you relax and let it flow. Especially when you have stuff that, on the surface, makes no sense….or does it.? Case in point:

You have taken over my senses.
And since it’s this time, I thought I should tell you so.
Because I want you to know, and don’t want to go
away for letting this grow to much for me hold on to.
I live by my feelings, which is bad and it hurts when it hurts
crossing the jagged edged line into territory not mine to cross.
But a far greater loss it would be, if I were to let things be
and not be me. Because what you feel is important, you see,
and paramount to me, so in this I can’t mess around.

Though my heart does resound, dropping and breaking
touched to ground from this very dilemma.
So I don’t ask for what I chose to ask with,
but I ask for audience & plea.
I wish no violence to your thought(s) or static like snow
blinding the way you seek to go. I only want silence to my own
fears by friendly whispers from you of what I’ve rought.